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Name: karmel
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Interests: God, Cookbooks <3, playing my guitar, Plucky,eating desserts, having a strong affinity to fat animals, art & design, photography, eggs (esp. tamago sushi), corn, mushrooms, turtles, pugs, hand-made cards, star gazing, astronomy, nature, aurora, musicbox, anime, manga, video games, indie bands, genuine moments with friends and sisters
Expertise: J-walking, smuggling food to Contraband, NY, being fobby in Jersey La, carrying a sickle to Jess Up but not knowing what a sickle is, telling corny jokes, origami, being untypical, having fits of laughters
Occupation: God's servant
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

From Finding Peace for your heart by Stormie Omartian

Oswald Chamber says, "The one marvelous secret of a holy life lies not in imitating Jesus but in letting the perfections of Jesus manifest themselves in my mortal flesh... In Jesus Christ is the perfection of everything, and the mystery of sanctification is that all the perfections of Jesus are at my disposal" (My Utmost for His Highest, 149).  That's the only perfection we should ever desire to attain. 

We need to know that God doesn't expect us to be perfect in performance but perfect in heart.  We need to know that God already views us as perfect when He looks into our hearts and sees Jesus there.  In our flesh we strive to succeed.  We feel we're worth something when we win, worthless when we lose.  What we demand of ourselves is always limited by the outer layer.  Human perfection can only be as good as that.  But God says He wants to make you something more than your human excellence.  You will rise to the level and degree you sense His love in your life. "

My reflection:
It's easier to attain what's measurable on the outside than it is in the inside... but for me it's hard for both.  It's hard for me to strive to improve physically, professionally, emotionally without God's help.   I also struggles to be obedience to all God's words to produce inward fruit of the spirit, ...... then let those fruits radiates outward. 

I'm far from being perfect and I most often drown in my failures and weaknesses.  Recently, I have more of a fear to let them shown and be honest and frank as I used to be....  I thank God for His grace each day and that Jesus is my savior, and I am not my own savior.    His Holy Spirit can flow through me and that He deserves all the glory and honor at the end.   I need to learn how to discern God's voice.. better.. so I would know how to say things strategically, in the right timing and with His wisdom.    So I'll figure this out by practicing the spiritual disciplines of abstinence: silence, solitude and fasting.   Oh, God help me.


Can't stop singing and dancing in my head to this song:  You belong to me - Taylor Swift


Sunday, December 06, 2009

"People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you’re successful, you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway. The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack if you help them. Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you might get hurt. Give the world the best you’ve got anyway. "

- Mother Teresa


Sunday, November 29, 2009

This was a convo from the korean drama i'm watching called lover's in paris

Tae-young: Shoo-hyug.  I read this in a book.  Do you know hope torture?
Shoo-hyug: What is it?
Tae-young: The best thing one can do for someone who loves her is of course loving her, loving each other right? but if she doesn't love him, she shouldn't leave any hopes for him because even the smallest hope can be a tremendous torture to him.  That's why it's called hope torture.

It made me think of all the changes happened these three years.
Hope torture, used to do this to myself, torture myself with the smallest hope.  baka desu.
Thank you Holy Spirit for continuely changing me and I will try to always place my hope in You alone.


Sunday, November 15, 2009

Airport Disco - Athlete

It's just a blur of red and yellow
Lovers dancing to the beat
I saw you at the center of it all
The most beautiful thing

Oh, I want to take you home
With me tonight
I want to take you home
With me tonight

Some are here to remember
Some are here to forget
That we used you for nothing
And we couldn't care less

Oh, beautiful world.
Can I win you back?
Beautiful world.

Have you figured it out yet?
Have you figured it out yet?
So why don't you share it with us?

Just a blur of red and yellow
That everyone chose to ignore
We all sucked that beauty from you
And kept coming back for more

Oh, beautiful world
Can I win you back?
Beautiful world

Have you figured it out yet?
Have you figured it out yet?
So why don't you share it with us?

Oh beautiful world
Can I win you back?
Beautiful world

Have you figured it out yet?
Have you figured it out yet?
So why don't you share it with us?

Have you figured it out yet?
Have you figured it out yet?
So why don't you share it with us?
With us...


Friday, September 04, 2009

You're Beautiful - Phil Wickham

I see Your face in every sunrise
The colors of the morning are inside Your eyes
The world awakens in the light of the day
I look up to the sky and say
You’re beautiful

I see Your power in the moonlit night
Where planets are in motion and galaxies are bright
We are amazed in the light of the stars
It’s all proclaiming who You are
You’re beautiful, You're beautiful

I see you there hanging on a tree
You bled and then you died and then you rose again for me
Now you are sitting on Your heavenly throne
Soon we will be coming home
You’re beautiful, you're beautiful

When we arrive at eternity’s shore
Where death is just a memory and tears are no more
We’ll enter in as the wedding bells ring
Your bride will come together and we’ll sing
You’re beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful

I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, I see Your face
I see Your face, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful



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